My Journey. Becoming a Channel.

Now, at the age of 41, I can look back and say I’ve been psychic my whole life.  Yet, most of my life I didn’t understand it.  I didn’t know how to use it.  And for many years, I dismissed it.  I had da ja vue’s, knowings, whispers and quick visions that helped me in some way.  As I got older though, I reached a point in my life though where nothing made sense.  I needed help and wished for more clarity about my life.  I thought a new job, a friend, a winning lottery ticket, another psychic… well just about anything would point me in the right direction.  Stressed out, overwhelmed and edgy, I walked away from a career and my home.  At the time, in my exhaustion, I still clung to a thin positive thread.  A hope.  I prayed that thread would not break.

A new beginning I thought.  I’d have no idea what would happen.  I thought I just needed a break.  I did.  I needed sleep and a lot of it.  As a busy single career mother, I hadn’t slept in over a decade.  I needed a slower place so I did slow down.  It did take a while to unwind since the Universe had sent me a few powerful punches.  Yet, I still found the world rushing around me and that life was often cruel.  I wished others would be nice… to me.  I’d been nice to others in my life so, why?  I didn’t realize at the time was, I just needed to be nicer to myself.

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