Dallas?? Yes, all of this is on my mind and in my reality. I awoke several times overnight and early this morning feeling as if I could get up yet, knew I needed sleep. After yesterday and all the energy, wowziers, so I felt like I kept putting myself back to sleep. I finally arose and seemed to have Dallas on my mind. One could say I choose to align to that reality yet it was the farthest from my reality yesterday.
It would be hard to not know about local/world events since they are on the news/internet/talked about in public. And I seem to have a deep sadness – the empath in me. Sure I just wanted to get back to 5+D immediately but meditated on Dallas. From my perspective all I can do is hold peace, love and light. I then had a lightening bug come and land on me but at first I was wondering if it was a wasp. I almost hopped up not wanting to be stung. Ahhh, symbolic. Sometimes we don’t know what it is or how to label it. Will it hurt us? Is it a good or bad bug? All serves a purpose.
Many of us can work energetically on issues and then do small things in our community to be, kind. That is enough. Just be, compassionate. I also thought of how astrology and Mother Nature will warn of such possible events. Yesterday the humidity (pressure) was high. And I guess if some needed a validation of what reality they were in, one was provided.
I could say that feel like I can barely keep up with this incoming energy yet I do wish to document this leg of the journey and how I’m maneuvering through it. At the same time, it’s also very easy to pause and re-group. It’s a simple choice.
I remember the days when I felt like I waited for days for a sign. Ha – potential sign overload. Universe I got it. Seriously though, it’s all good. I guess this is the boom boom boom part of the journey. Really I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I was on the deck late last night. The wind was strong (change) and I watching the heat lightening (power) and then… a bat flew straight at me and fluttered above, bouncing off the side of the house before it flew away. While I have St. Francis moments, this wasn’t one of them. It startled me since the past few days have just been so surreal (what is, real?).
I found this on google and loved it. “Bats symbolize death and rebirth. Sometimes, they are known as the Guardian of the Night. Largely misunderstood and so therefore many of its symbolic meanings are inappropriately fear-based. The bat is a symbol of rebirth and death because it is a creature that lives in the belly of the Mother (Earth).” And What’s your sign also has several gems including, “Often the spirit of the bat would be invoked when special energy was needed, like “night-sight” which is the ability to see through illusion or ambiguity and dive straight to the truth of matters.” I do think this ties into Dallas. And while Dallas might not be on your radar/in your energy, you might have an issue that is your, Dallas (chaos, uncertainty, deep sorrow). Often the words aren’t as important as the energy is.
Yesterday I was in and outside most of day. Each time I saw a large butterfly and then stopped and watched. This butterfly was literally circling the house… all day? Yes, it seemed like it. While I tried several times, no picture. This was a beautiful but fast moving butterfly. I just can’t make this stuff up. It’s all about energy and I loved the symbolism of the vortex the butterfly was creating.
Lower back pressure also started but has already subside. Some deep stuff is being awoken. I also noticed another old scar resurface. I had this happen a month or so ago. This really is a journey of healing and letting of so many emotional, mental and physical cellular memories. For this particular scar (from when I was a teen), I realized it was time to let it go. These scars are resurfacing since it is now safe to do so. We don’t need to carry them any longer. No more repressing. Remember and now that now you are able to understand, why on a higher level, bless your body for carrying and releasing/healing it.
Also know that you asked for a few members of your soul family to help ground you during this time. They are playing their role to a T. While this is an individual journey, it’s also a group and a whole.
This is truly an amazing time to be, here. Choose peace, love and light. You so wanted to come here and experience all of this. Till next time, I love you and please do let me know how you are doing 🙂 We are one, we are love, we are better together.